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Name: Jessica
Location: Dover, New Hampshire, United States
Birthday: 3/12/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: lets see: hanging out with nick, going to hockey games..basket ball games..really any sporting events that nick plays!!!I like to read....go shopping...drink...smoke!!!Idk pretty much everything!!


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Member Since: 2/13/2006

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

life is good!! :)

  

Well this past weekend went really good!! Me and Jeff went over to my grandmas house friday and she took Jeff and I out to eat at Dennys. Then one of our friends son, was dropped off there so that we could watch him until Mike got out of work. Then we all took my grandma grocery shopping. It was a lot of fun!! Any way we ended up staying the night at my grandmas house that night after mike and Bobby left about 11pm (me and Jeff and mike we playing card games until then). Then saturday we just layed around until about 5:15 when mike came over with his ex wife Enna, and we all went to my cousins grand opening of his dance club (The Majestic Dance Club), its pretty cool we served drinks and shit and mike and his ex danced, while me and jeff worked and made tips. My cousin is going to let us use that dance hall for our wedding reception for FREE!! We ended up stayed the night at my grandmas house again cause we got home really late, then we headed home early in the morning on sunday. Then me and Jeff went and seen the movie RedLine it was a pretty awesome movie!!!

 

 

Jeff and I had a great weekend together!!

 

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<3 Jessica Newland


Wednesday, March 28, 2007

for my baby..

If you love someone, if you truly

love someone, you will put aside

foolish pride & fear, and love them

without regret, without worry,

cause you know that without them

there's no reason for caring

Be strong now because things will

get better. It might be stormy

now, but it cant rain forever.

Sometimes you just have to

realize that you cant have it all and

you cant fix what you've done. You

need to move on and try to be

happy, even if its the hardest thing

you'll ever do.

After all this crazy shit I put you

through you still love me with

everything you have you proved to

me that love is

Cinderella walked on broken glass,

Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime

pass,

Belle fell in love with a hideous

beast,

Snow White ate a poisoned red

apple,

Jasmine chose, out of all, a poor

man

& Ariel losing it all, spent her life on

land

It was all about blood, sweat &

tears

love is about facing your biggest

fears

Twenty years from now I am going

to look back

and remember that you were that

one person

who could turn every frown into a

smile in a

few simple words. That person who

lifted my

head when I was losing faith in

myself. That

one person who carried tears on

her shoulders

after every fight, every break up,

every death.

That one person who always knew

what I was

feeling by the look on my face.

That one person

who accepted who I was when

everyone else

laughed in my face. That one

person that

accepted every decision I made

beleiveing that

Iid make the right decisions. That

one person who

knew who I really was. That one

person that made

the biggest difference in my life.


Thursday, March 22, 2007

long day :(

I had the longest day today I have not slept since yesterday so i am going on no sleep for over 24 hours and i am still wide awake.

Anyway I took Jeffs mom to the airport today at around 8:45 this morning and we were very early so me and amanda, jeffs sister, decided to go and get some breakfast for everyone well we were on our way to the airport after getting breakfast and we totally stalled in the middle of the road. So one we didnt even get to say by to Dianne, Jeffs mom, and we couldnt find anyone to bring us up to a gas station to get gas so we were stranded for like an hour before a cop pulled up behind us with his lights on...and came to our rescue...cause my husband wouldnt...LOL

Anyway so the cop took me up to the gas station with me sitting in the back of the police car....i have never done that before it was really weird...its like being caged up like a dog. so i got the gas i needed and then he brought me back to the car and me and amanda were on our way.

Then we finally got to my house and me and amanda ended up falling asleep and we ended up being late picking up her boyfreind damien from school...so he was pissed then jeff would not wake up and come with me so i had to go and drop amanda off and then wait until jeff woke up to come back to the house cause i didnt want to wake him then we didnt end up getting to amandas house again until about 8:30pm and jeff had to leave for work in an hour so i barely got to see him all day!!

well there is my dramatic story of the day!! I am tired off to bed!!

 

Love me.:


Friday, March 09, 2007

3 More Days....♥

omg...I have three more days and i will be married to the best guy in the whole world!!!! Jeffrey James Newland!!

 jeffandjessica

This is my baby and me!! I have never been this happy in my whole life!!

Will you ever?

I dont think that you will ever fully understand

how you've touched my life and made me who I am.

I dont think that you could ever know just how truely special you are

that even on the darkest of nights you are my brightest star.

I dont think that you can ever comprehend how you've made my dreams come true

or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find

unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind.

I dont think that you could ever feel all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person and without you I dont know where I'd be.

Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

-Erica-

 

That poem is to my baby!! I love this poem it shows just how I feel that I have Jeffrey James Newland in my life!!

Goin' to bed....I will write again soon!!

 

Jessica

 

 

 


Wednesday, February 28, 2007

damn i havent been on here in awhile....

Hey there everyone...

                I dont ever come on here anymore I have been addicted to myspace....anyway since I have been away me and nick have been broke up for about 6 months now......Them 6 months have been crazy......anyway i have met an awesome guy...a guy who listens to me...a guy who is there for me whenever i need him omg he is the best thing that has ever happened to me!! His name is Jeff and we have been together now for about 2 months....I have been living with him for about a month and a half now....you might say that that is too fast but i was living here with a girl that i have known all my life and her boyfriend, (which by the way Ashley Thomas is pregnant so if you any of you know her tell her Congrats!!)  Anyway...just today me and my fiance went down to the courthouse and got our marriage liscense and we are planning on getting married on March 12th, My birthday!!

 

Me and Jeff are so excited!!!  

 

Well anyway big party at my house on my Birthday!!

 

Jessica



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